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12:11 AM

you know,i'm trying so hard not to swear.i promise,this is just so difficult to do.okay.okay.i wont swear.

11:46 PM finished camp on sat.yea i had fun.with my mates from guitar.hahaha.some of them are so ZAI i tell you.haha.stayed up with shirley and annabel on the second night.chatted like till 5.then went for breakfast at macdonalds.yea i styaed awake!

actually that was possible cause i slept the longest on the first night.like from 4 to 12 plus.HAHAHA.while the rest were already practicing for guitar!i was wrapped like a popiah.haha.NOT A CORPSE.and i kept dreaming abt the pieces for the concert.i think cause it's because those pieces played by my guitar mates kept ringing in my ears the whole time!


celebrated CZN birthday too.yanying and co. went to buy the cake.these ppl are really damn zai.i promise that these ppl would be part of the music camp committee!hahaha.they are so in.

and CZN expected it.looking at her expression.i could tell that she knew that we were throwing her a mini celebration.hahaha!say i'm smart(:i love guitar mates much much.and and.i got the 'best story teller' award again.like why?i already had it when i had my guides camp.i'm really sucha good story teller?





I WENT TO WORK TODAY!hahahahaha.tending the whole shop by myself.and it's only the second day of work.i'm so proud of myself.on the train home, i gave myself a small pat on the back(:

so this was what happened.there was this item that was sold at half price.so actual price was 12.i had to scan the barcode.so i scanned*teet* then i had to key in 6.00 DISCOUNT.i swear i didnt know what i did or keyed in.the bill came up to 12,006,00 SGD. the customer's eyes widened.and he looked at me.and stunned there for a moment.i was shocked too!haha.i had to like void and void.i struggled for that point of time i tell you.scary.'oh gawd.sorry sir sorry.i'll call my boss immediately.' so everything was settled. haahahaha.

so i had alot of free time today.cause it is sunday.and not many ppl would shop around the area i was working.i remembered the full time staff telling me the other time that i could check the total sales made by the shop.so i pressed 'TOTAL SALES' on the cashier.and the reciept came out, i tore it and it read : TOTAL SALES - $23,956.00. Sun. 4.07pm.i panicked.like how come so much again?!?!i was so sure that it was less than $500.so i just kept mum.

then when my boss came back to close the shop.he pressed the 'TOTAL SALES' button on the cashier.and when the reciept came out, his eyes widened.i just stood there quietly.then he looked at me and said ' 23 over thousand lehhhh.how come so much? ' i dont know why,but out of the blue,i found it so funny.and burst out into laughter.then he said it's okay.he'll solve it.haha.it was fun.i like.much much.

11:30 PM

4:21 PM



12:46 AM oh ya.and did i mention?i got a job,aha.

my mum was shocked.yes yes yes. Charmaine's Working Now. Cool?

12:02 AM i've changed. i'd tell you why:

• when watching a sad/touching movie/drama, others around me would be sobbing like crazy.and i, would be the one giving out tissue papers.

but now, i'll be the one needing tissue.

• i used to DETEST babies to the core.

but now, i find them, kinda okay.haha.cute actually.well some of them.

• i couldnt really speak a proper sentence of chinese.i mean just imagine my orals for O levels.goodness.Hideous.

and now, i can speak at least a proper conversation of at least 4 sentences!i'm so proud of myself.

• i used to think that clubbing was cool.and like the ultimate and fun ppl hung out there.ya.i was dumb.

but now, clubbing is just for leisure.with good friends.pubbing would be better now for me.at least.

• my table used to be like a heap of junk.totally messed up.just looked disgusting from every single damn angle.

and now, not even a single book.all books are strictly on the shelves.

• in the past, i didnt give a hoot abt ppl just family and friends.full stop.boyfriends would sooner or later be past tense.

but now, i look out of the window actually thinking abt Friend every now and then.and i wonder why.

i have changed.and i know it myself.i give more now.and i love my family and friends.

i just went out with fio!heh.

yesterday was octtie, then harky and eric.

sunday was with CC and manqing.and some sorta supper with mr hiah.haha.

saturday was with cc,manqing and henry.then it was family.

fri was with octtie, cc, manqing,henry

thurs was with manqing,cc,henry,valley,and 2 other guys.lol.

ohh the list goes on and on.hahaha.

oh ya.and i miss guides.i do.i do.

i miss alot of things actually.

if i were just to know what you are thinking.just you.then maybe i can answer my train of questions i have here right now with me.

3:44 PM i missed sch today.
cause my neck got worse.and now the pain leads to a headache.you know those throbbing kind.and i cant look down.so now i'm facing the computer in a really awkward position.

dammit man. i'm sad that i missed sch cause i missed out all the damn fun with the class.and i dont wanna be associated with someone in class.it just sucks.i should just be healthy.drinks lots of fluids.and just stay healthy.and sleep earlier.yup.i will do just that.humph.i dont wanna miss anymore sch.it's no good.fruits.eat more fruits.and drink more milk.eat more veg.drink more fruit juice.ya.keep away snacks.just cut them up and throw them away.humph.i gotta get my damn life settled out.and no more late night chats.i'll sleep at 11pm sharp.ya.i'll be early for sch now.i must make it a point.MUST.i'm not going to revert to my old self.i'm angry at myself darn self.i'm so fucking chizzeddd.okay i'll go eat my fruits now.


i feel like so disappointing.towards my friends and all.dammit charmaine.enough of your nonsense.

10:38 PM i had a great time yesterday.went to watch Indiana Jones with my class.Lovedd it!well 6 of the other mates couldnt go.but the rest of the class went.UNITED WE STAND! (:

and my partner deside me, lam man qing, was hilarious.i mean it wasnt scary.just quite alot of action.like little things like skulls and such.and man qing had her jacket over her head!hahaha.she said it was scary...DIAO.....haha.

and so, after the show, which was like..5.30?going to 6..so some of us headed home.and as for me i thought it was too early.especially it was the LAST day of common tests.so we should celebrate!but they didnt quite agree with me):

except ryuta. (: so together we went.starbucks.accompanied him home first so he could get his money and put his bag down.so from bishan all the way to toa payoh then we went to city hall.

yumm.starbucks.chatted.had alot to talk abt.i mean we always have like never ending stuffs to talk abt.and i was really entertained.haha.a pity we didnt have much time left.i mean we hanged out for so lonnng that, he actually had to run for his last train!weird.i thought it was only 11pm.

ohh well, it's hiking tmr!yup yup.mount faber!


and i think i sprained my neck.i dont know how i do it!i guess i wasnt sleeping properly.so my neck was already aching.then,i decided to save my neck in the afternoon.so i tried like moving my head here and there like you know those warm up exercises.and suddenly, 'CAK'.GOOD GAME.



dammit.

12:04 AM cruise was fun.it was like couples trip i guess.so many couples.well i mean,i dont envy them.but it does feel a little strange when they all walk beside you.if..you get what i mean.haha.

i wanna sleep.
yea.i should.
and i said sorry already :(

and i didnt mean what i say,you should know that.


i dont know what am i doing seriously.i am feeling kinda lost tho.



enough abt that,i'm so looking forward to strings camp.ya i'm so random.cause i feel like my head's stuck with kuku thoughts.imperfect ones which drives me to the wall.and i'm talking rubbish.i'm drinking milo now and my pillow's here.ya.i'm really insane.

i wanna pack my bag.i'm really outta my mind.