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HELLO! Friday, September 02, 2005
It's Not The End My results are atrociously disgraceful. I'm such a letdown. But i'm definitely not going to give up. I'm gonna study extra extra hard for Year -End examinations. From now on, i'm only going to blog once or twice a week. I'd rather slog, suffer now, then enjoy now and, there goes my future. You may think that i'm exaggerating or somethin' but i'm speaking from the bottom of my heart. Such results i'm getting for term 3 aren't gettin' me anywhere. My heart stopped pumping blood for like 2 seconds? I expected bad results but not as bad as this. I'm utterly disheartened. I'm really scared. I know i didn't put in much effort like last year. I just slacked so much this year. I've never gotten such horrifying results in my whole entire life before. Never. At the same time i know there's no point crying over spilt milk. Seriously, i was on the verge of tears when i saw my report slip. No more bowling, no more outings, no more surfing the net and no more playing. If i start now, i'd still have time. My world is like in pitch darkness. No light, no nothing. I'm just so disgusted with my results. So put off. I'm just so sick at heart. everything is like so so wrong. It's all my fault. I deserved this. I'm such a disgrace. I've no idea how am i going to show this to my mum. But i know eventually i'd still have to. I'm only hanging by a thread and it's going to snap any moment. But i don't wanna be hanging by a thread. I wanna be hanging onto a rope. Hmmm? Does i sound right? Argh, whatever! Finally i've blogged what i wanted to blog about. I know i could have done so so much better. All my careless mistakes are just so - plain retarded, so moronic.I just feel like stabbing myself right in the heart. OKay i know that sounds a little gross. Well, i'm so moodless now. Gonna study now. ~charmaine~
Charmaine.
i wanna fly to the moon i treasure my family. my guitar and God
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