i F overslept for my job interview today. AARRFFGGGHHHH. yes. i did the impossible. it's like JOB interview.plus the fact that i am an ultra super big gong gong. [ ask ahmed why if you have to ] so yea. shit laaaa. siiggghhh.i'm so angry with myself. i set my alarm at 7.30. cuase i needa be at the platform by 8.45. but somehow or rather.. i woke up at 8.25. crapp. HOW? i should keeep this darn labtop. making me sleep so late at night.
ohh well, i'm gonna meet vaaaanneeesssaaa in abit. and then haikal. it's job hunting today. argh, i'm so angry with myself. well... i went to the gym just now:) work everything out. sooo yup. i hafta go on serious dieting again. cruise made me fattt!! okay, i'm fat. soory ppl, you have to bear it with me again. willing to? yesss you better. hahaha.
i miss school. so much. i wanna study. but i dont wanna exams. can do? i dont wanna stay at home. i miss the teachers, i miss my friends, i miss the company. well, just keeping my mind occupied for the time being. i dont wanna think sooo much. that call... tssskkk. it's like making me feel soo different now. CHHHHAAARRRMMAAINNNEE. why uh.
Charmaine.
i wanna fly to the moon
i treasure my family.
my guitar
and God