ohh god. i read this blog. saying cheating may seem harmless to you, but it may not fly with your partner. very true.
but sounds wrong. you know what? i really thought that this 3 months hols would be a great you know. opportunity to date. it sounds so easy. but it isnt. alot of factors are involved. the more i think, the more i stone. and the more i dont feel right. i dunno. theres this mixed kinda feeling. that even myself too cant comprehen. it's just. argh i dunno. it's really irritating cause you dont have school. no studies to think of. and all these weird thoughts just come to you. and make you wonder. i'm bullshitting am i? sorry. yes i know. i just dont feel right. okay, i guess i'll just stop here? nights.
Charmaine.
i wanna fly to the moon
i treasure my family.
my guitar
and God