sorry ppl but this post is going to be a bit nasty.
it's just so rare to find me at home blogging at 12 midnight cause of my job. i'll either be home at 1 or 2 in the morning. fcking job is seriously killing me. i've never worked before, and the first time is already messing me up. so junk. if it's not for the experience and MONEY i wont even be giving 'face' to ba qua. often getting cuts from all the packing. it just hurts so much when it touches water. and now i strained a muscle. my whole left hand feels so numb for about 10hours? arggh. i'm just so fcked up with work now. i'm having less than 4 hours of sleep everyday.
and besides it's work tmr AGAIN. but i'll be meeting clarabel. so she'll brighten up my day:)
dont go through some fcuking third party. if you wanna talk things out, just do so. and oh ya, one more thing, missed calls just dont work for me.
Charmaine.
i wanna fly to the moon
i treasure my family.
my guitar
and God