HELLO!

2:02 AM i just had to do it. it just made me feel like the whole thing was all wrong. no mood? what no mood? you're the guy here, you cant expect me to give in to you, to make the first move. every little thing added up to one big serious problem. if you arent trying, then i wont even bother to. you have excuses for every thing. you cant or you wont change? they are 2 diff stories all together. you are so diff from the rest. i'm not talking positive here. seriously, have you ever ever ever thought about giving any suprises? any? no? none? how can you even say you're trying when you wont even bother to ask what i like and what i dont? how can you say you chose to do nothing on the 23rd?! cause you predicted that it was gonna be awkward. and you didnt take any initiative to do anything before the 23rd. to make things better. that phrase, really made me feel like this totally wasted my time. you wasted my time. you pissed me off. really. you did.

you knew the situation and you chose to do nothing abt it cause your mood tells you so. please okay, that's the perfect example of an excuse. which time have you ever not put the word "but" into your sentences? excuses.

and when i think back, i didnt lie to you. cause i did tell you after that. yes that was my bad. and you should put that behind you. and stop raking up history. saying that you cant really trust me after that? wth? saying that you cant put in 100%. ohh please even if that is true, you dont say it out. you dont. that made me lose trust too. dont you even think about it? you really hafta be more sensitive.

after telling you so so much. you dont even bother to try to do something about it. yes. you created a very bad impression for yourself. you make a good friend. and thats it. you lost me. you really did. for good. there're other reasons. and let me make this clear. Dan wasnt the reason. it's us. no others involved. if you are reading this, which you will, i think words are better. and yes i'm disppointed in you. but i dont and wont regret in breaking up.