Wednesday, June 04, 2008
3:44 PM
i missed sch today.
cause my neck got worse.and now the pain leads to a headache.you know those throbbing kind.and i cant look down.so now i'm facing the computer in a really awkward position.
dammit man. i'm sad that i missed sch cause
i missed out all the damn fun with the class.and i dont wanna be associated with someone in class.it just sucks.i should just be healthy.drinks lots of fluids.and just stay healthy.and sleep earlier.yup.i will do just that.humph.i dont wanna miss anymore sch.it's no good.fruits.eat more fruits.and drink more milk.eat more veg.drink more fruit juice.ya.keep away snacks.just cut them up and throw them away.humph.i gotta get my damn life settled out.and no more late night chats.i'll sleep at 11pm sharp.ya.i'll be early for sch now.i must make it a point.MUST.i'm not going to revert to my old self.i'm angry at myself darn self.i'm so fucking chizzeddd.okay i'll go eat my fruits now.i feel like so disappointing.towards my friends and all.dammit charmaine.enough of your nonsense.
Charmaine.
i wanna fly to the moon
i treasure my family.
my guitar
and God